We fear life more than death.
We live everyday and struggled most of the time, trying to survive every single moment of it. But with death, we only experience it once and it’ll give us eternal peace.
Life or death.
We live. We die.
I have several issues with myself, some are just usually my rants and some that I have been arguing with my self for a while now. I guess there are just things that you can’t really deal with, even if it affects you so much, you just practically and literally don’t have a choice but to agree on the way it will affect you. It’s occurrence is inevitable. But still there are also some that you can easily change but you chose not to. Up to the point of questioning yourself, why. I wish for answers. Those that don’t need to be figured out, those that are ready to be handed to me, those that aren’t vague, and those that I need.
We don’t live just because we have to, but because we never run out of reasons why not to. :)
I may smile now but it’ll not be as sweet as that of yesterday’s.
Some people are private and some are just secretive. LIES!
I already know where this will leave me, hanging. I’ve seen this coming and yet did not stop. I’m getting there, a couple of steps and deep breaths and I’m crossing the damn line. :|
Oh my good Lord. The heaven’s pouring its heart out, very hard. No umbrella. Short of cash. No bus. Clock’s ticking. Yes, I know, I have to prepare my rubber shoes for a sprint. Running late. I started a countdown, 10mins, 9, 8…4…2, 1, ennnnnngk! Time’s up for me. I’m nowhere near my office, and it’s fuggin 1600H. WHAT?!!!!! Carrying the heaviest heart, my first time to be late for work. SAD. Tardy :( Logged in, 7mins behind. 1607H. Kthxbye!
Tongue tied every fuckin time you show up. My heart skips a beat with just the sound of your voice. Like an ice cream slowly melting with the warmth of your presence, I got weak on my knees with just a thought of you.
But just as so.. Imma suffer hypothermia with your coldness. A living proof of that Katy Perry song. HOT n’ Cold.
You make me wanna throw the white flag and just raise my hands. :| AMEN.
Questions were thrown but you’ve left me unanswered, hence, confused.
5.15.2011 10:00 A.M.
I am all shaky, all over my body. Uncontrollable, yes it is. I wander through the emptiness of my head and found the reason why. A nearing of a battle, that will be fought against something I used to believe in, fate. I’ll be taking chances, ignoring any thoughts of defeat. I may end up wounded but never a quitter.